Wednesday, July 29, 2020

Uprooted From homeland, Afghan Sikhs Seek To Leave Behind 24X7 Fear : What Has Come Along, What They Left Behind

Poonam Kaur (8) with her doll, gifted to her by her paternal aunt, when she was leaving from Kabul for Delhi.
Poonam  Kaur (8) is one of the youngest victims of the Islamic State (IS) sponsored terror attack at Gurdwara Har Rai Sahib Kabul this year. She was injured in gurdwara attack this year. Poonam had suffered shrapnel injury in an eye and on head and neck.

The memories of the attack has scarred Poonam forever.It has been four months since the attack on March 25 but she  still trembles in fear, screams in the night, gets nightmares and asks 'why did they attack us?" Malmeet Kaur (26), Poonam's mother, was born in Kabul.

We were just sitting there and having prasad. Who were they? Unhone mere dada ko kyu maara? Unhone sabko kyu maara? (why did they kill my grandfather, why did they kill everyone). After we came here, she is a little better,”says Poonam.
Malmeet along with her husband Gurjeet Singh (33), two other children — Mandeep Singh (9) and Parwin Singh (3) — have been evacuated to India in the first batch of 11 Afghan Sikhs.
Gurjeet’s grandmother Balwant Kaur too has come with them. She lost her both sons — Sardar Singh (Gurjeet’s father) and Surjan Singh, in the Kabul attack. Surjan’s wife, minor daughter and a son have come along too. Gurjeet’s mother and a brother are still back in Kabul.

This pain of leaving theri  own country, theri own people,  will never go but now they want to forget everything, about Kabul, about Afghanistan. Through the years of war and bombings, atrocities and disrespect, and even after 2018 Jalalabad attack that wiped out their community elders, they continued to stay there. But the gurdwara attack, left them all heartbroken. 

"Apna desh hai par ab bhoolna chahte hain,”; “I start feeling unwell when I think of the day when innocent people from our community were butchered. Luckily, my daughter escaped death,”says Malmeet

It was on Saturday, a day before that they took a flight for Delhi, they got to know that their visas and tickets have been done and it was time to leave Kabul. It wasn’t easy to decide on what to take along, amid hurried goodbyes and a hope that rest of their community members will also soon land in Delhi.

“I was born in Kabul, grew up and got married there. But I was told that we will be leaving in 24 hours. I just packed some clothes…nothing else. Children couldn’t even pick their toys. We said hurried goodbyes at the gurdwara. But more than the materialistic things, I think we are carrying along memories of Kabul – good, bad, worse. What we want to leave behind is that fear in which we lived there 24×7. We couldn’t move out, our children couldn’t enjoy life, our men and children were abused for being Sikh, threatened and forced to cut their hair. We chose to move now because future of our children is the most important,” says Malmeet.

“Earlier children used to attend school at gurdwara but after the attack, that too was closed. It was impossible for our kids to attend other schools. They were never treated respectfully,” alleges Malmeet, who had been living in two rooms at Gurdwara Mansa Singh ji for last eight years.
Dr.Gurdeep Kaur
Associate Professor
Sri Guru Nanak Dev Khalsa College
University of Delhi

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